What Is Truth?
Pontius Pilate, Gospel of John, 18:38
The man asking the question had a job. His job was to determine what was real and act on it. A prisoner had been brought to him, accused of crimes against the state. The accusers had a story. The prisoner, asked to confirm or deny, said something stranger. He said he had come into the world to bear witness to the truth, and that everyone who belonged to the truth listened to his voice.
Pilate’s response is one of the most famous lines in literature. Quid est veritas? What is truth? He asked the question and walked out of the room. He did not wait for the answer. He had a riot to manage, a wife having bad dreams, and a career to protect. He washed his hands and signed the order. The prisoner was executed by the institutional apparatus of his moment, based on an official account that everyone in power agreed to.
The official account did not survive the weekend.
I’m a Catholic. I’m telling you this up front because the rest of this piece will make more sense if you know where I’m writing from. I’m also a technologist. I build AI systems for a living. I hold patents in agentic infrastructure. I run a company whose entire premise is that data integrity is the foundation of any intelligent system worth trusting. None of which protects me from the thing I’m about to describe, and none of which protects you either.
We are living through the failure of the witness function. Not the failure of any particular institution. The failure of the underlying capacity by which human beings establish what is real in common with one another. And the reason the missing-scientists story is everywhere this month, the reason your feed is full of shadow accounts and counter-accounts and pattern-matches that may or may not be patterns, is that the apparatus by which a culture used to know what happened has stopped working, and nothing has yet replaced it.
You already know the licensed apparatus has failed. You don’t need me to convince you. You watched them lie about the lab leak for two years and call you a racist for asking. You watched them call a laptop Russian disinformation when it was real. You watched them run twenty years of war on a presentation about aluminum tubes. You watched them tell you the opioid crisis was a few bad doctors when it was a Sackler operation. You watched, in real time, the Twitter Files document a federal apparatus pressuring private platforms to suppress accounts that turned out to be telling the truth. This is not paranoia. This is the published record. The institutions that claimed to mediate reality on your behalf were caught, repeatedly, mediating something else.
So you went looking for accounts that the apparatus had not approved. You found Tucker. You found Rogan. You found Substack writers, YouTubers, and anonymous accounts that seemed to be reasoning more honestly than the people on television. Some of them were. Some of them are still. But something else happened too, and this is the part nobody in your media diet is going to tell you, because they make their living by not telling you. The shadow apparatus you migrated to is now failing in a different direction. It is producing witnesses to events that did not happen. It is weaving patterns from cases that have nothing to do with each other. It is doing this for the same reason the licensed apparatus failed: because the substrate that delivers reality to all of us is not optimized for reality. It is optimized for engagement.
The missing scientists are the cleanest illustration we have of what this looks like.
You know the names by now. Reza on a hike. McCasland had gone from his Albuquerque house with a revolver and no phone. Grillmair was shot dead on his porch. Loureiro in his apartment. Hicks, Maiwald, Thomas, Eskridge, Chavez, Casias, Garcia. Eleven people, give or take, depending on who’s counting that week. Connected to JPL, Los Alamos, MIT, Caltech, Kirtland, Wright-Patterson. Nuclear, aerospace, propulsion, materials, plasma, exoplanets, anti-gravity, if you take Eskridge at her word, and a lot of people did.
The shadow apparatus has been running with this story for two months. The pattern is real, we’re told. The connections are obvious. McCasland approved Reza’s funding. They both had Wright-Patterson in their backgrounds. Eskridge said on the record that a directed-energy weapon was targeting her and would never kill herself, and then she killed herself. McCasland disappeared into a New Mexico canyon with a pistol and a wallet. Tim Burchett went on Tim Pool. Burlison called it foreign. Comer opened a House Oversight investigation. The FBI is now spearheading. The President said he hopes it’s a coincidence. The Daily Mail added Chinese scientists to the count. A site called End of the American Dream is now running thirteen Americans, nine Chinese, and a UFO researcher.
Here is what is actually true.
Loureiro was killed by a college classmate from Portugal who had nursed a grudge for thirty years and confessed on video. Grillmair was shot by his neighbor, a man with a documented history of erratic behavior and prior trespassing on Grillmair’s property. Hicks died of arteriosclerotic cardiovascular disease, confirmed by the LA County coroner, the same disease that kills nine hundred thousand Americans a year. Thomas had just lost both parents, and his wife told Dateline he was struggling. McCasland’s wife, the only person who actually knew him, told the police he had memory loss, anxiety, sleep problems, and that she suspected he had planned not to be found. Eskridge was a brilliant plasma physicist who became convinced, in the months before her death, that aliens were communicating with her telepathically and that the government was using directed-energy weapons against her. She killed herself in the presence of police officers who had been called because she was holding a weapon and threatening her own life.
These are not eleven cases of a coordinated assault on American scientific knowledge. These are eleven separate human tragedies, with mostly mundane explanations already documented in the public record, that an algorithmic media substrate has woven into a single narrative because that is what the substrate does. It takes noise and produces a pattern, because a pattern is engagement, and engagement is the only metric the substrate optimizes for.
Mick West, who has spent a career documenting this, ran the math. Roughly 700,000 Americans hold top-secret clearances in the nuclear and aerospace sectors. Statistical baselines on homicide and suicide alone predict that around two hundred and fifty of them would die by violence over a four-year window, thousands more from natural causes. Eleven is not a pattern. Eleven is a rounding error in the noise, and the noise is being sold to you as a signal because the people selling it to you make their money the same way the people who lied about the laptop made theirs. Engagement. Subscriptions. Ad reads. The mechanism is identical. The direction is reversed.
You were right that the licensed apparatus failed. You were wrong to think the shadow apparatus would not fail in its own way. They are running on the same substrate. The substrate is the problem.
So what is the substrate doing, exactly? And why is the answer to that question theological before it is technological?
Quantum mechanics is the place modern physics had to admit something Catholicism has known since the upper room. Reality at its base does not resolve into definite states except in the presence of an apparatus that interacts with it. Before measurement, a particle is a probability distribution. After measurement, it is a fact. The act of observation is not passive recording. The act of observation is constitutive. Werner Heisenberg said the line that should be carved over every server farm in Virginia: “What we observe is not nature itself, but nature exposed to our method of questioning.”
The man who first proposed the Big Bang was a Belgian Catholic priest named Georges Lemaitre. Not a Jesuit, not a monk, just a parish priest with a doctorate in theoretical physics, ordained for the Archdiocese of Mechelen-Brussels in 1923. He worked the math out in 1927, four years before Edwin Hubble published the telescope observations that confirmed the universe was expanding. Lemaitre saw it first on paper, because he was reading Einstein’s equations of general relativity more carefully than Einstein was. When Lemaitre showed the work to Einstein in person, Einstein famously told him: “Your calculations are correct, but your physics is abominable.” Einstein hated the implication. The math said the universe had a beginning. A specific moment of origin. A first instant, before which there was nothing in the way that physics measures somethings.
Einstein eventually conceded he had been wrong. The universe did have a beginning. The priest had been right. Today, we call it the Big Bang, a term that started as a mockery from a rival astronomer and stuck because it was catchy. The technical name Lemaitre preferred was “the primeval atom” or “the cosmic egg.” The Belgian priest had given physics its origin story.
This put him in an awkward position with his own Church. In 1951, Pope Pius XII gave a speech to the Pontifical Academy of Sciences with Lemaitre sitting in the audience. The Pope had been reading the cosmology. He saw what every Catholic reader sees the first time the Big Bang is explained: this looks like the opening sentence of Genesis. In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. The Hebrew word bara in Genesis 1, translated into Latin as creatio, the act of creation. Creatio ex nihilo, creation out of nothing, is the technical theological term for what Christians have always claimed God did. There was nothing, and then there was everything, and the difference between the two states was God’s free decision to bring the second into being. Pius looked at Lemaitre’s math and thought: my own scientists have just proved the first verse of the Bible.
So the Pope said so. In the 1951 address, he announced that contemporary cosmology had vindicated the Catholic doctrine of creation. The press loved it. The Vatican loved it. Almost everyone loved it.
Lemaitre hated it. He went, quietly but firmly, to the Pope’s science adviser and asked him to please get the Pope to stop doing this. Lemaitre argued that the Pope was making two mistakes at once. He was making bad theology, because the Catholic doctrine of creation does not depend on physics being a particular way and should not be hostage to whatever the next generation of physicists discovers. And he was doing bad physics, because if you turn a scientific theory into a proof of God, you set science up to be the enemy of God the next time the theory has to be revised. Lemaitre coined a term for this mistake. He called it concordism. The attempt to make scripture and science say the same thing in the same language. He thought it was a category error and that it would damage both fields.
The Pope listened. Pius mostly stopped using the Big Bang as a theological proof after that. Lemaitre, the priest who had discovered the most theologically suggestive scientific result of the twentieth century, spent the rest of his life insisting it should not be used theologically. He became President of the Pontifical Academy of Sciences in 1960 and continued serving until his death in 1966. To his last day, he refused to mix the two domains. He thought they could be in conversation, but not in fusion.
I tell you all this because the line in Pius’s 1951 speech that Lemaitre objected to is the line I want you to see. Pius said that the science of his day “has succeeded in being a witness to that primordial Fiat Lux.” Fiat Lux is the third sentence of the Bible, in Latin. And God said, “Let there be light. It is the first thing God speaks in the entire scriptural record. Pius was claiming that twentieth-century cosmology had become a witness to that original moment of speech and light.
Witness. The exact word.
Lemaitre objected to the speech. But neither he nor anyone else objected to that particular word, and I don’t think they noticed it the way I want you to notice it now. Because the word the Pope reached for, when he was trying to describe what physics was doing at its furthest extension, was the same word the Catechism reaches for when it describes what a martyr does in the moment of death. Martys in the original Greek. Witness. The bearing of testimony to a truth that exceeds the witness’s own life.
This is not a coincidence of vocabulary. The Catholic tradition has always used the same word for these two acts because it has always understood them as the same kind of act. To bear witness is to attest to a truth that does not depend on you for its existence, but that depends on you for its arrival into the shared world of human knowledge. A martyr does this with a life. A scientist does this with a measurement. A reporter does this with a story. A friend does this when they tell you what they saw. The witness function is what carries reality across the gap between what happened and what is known to have happened.
That is what we are losing. That is what AI is interfering with. And that is why a piece about missing scientists has to become a piece about Pontius Pilate, because Pilate is the patron saint of every apparatus that ever asked the question and walked out of the room before the answer arrived.
There is another priest you should know about. His name is Michal Heller. He is Polish, ninety years old as I write this, and still working. He is a cosmologist. His specific area of research is the unification of quantum mechanics with general relativity, which is the deepest unsolved problem in theoretical physics. The two great physical theories of the twentieth century, the one that describes the very small (quantum mechanics) and the one that describes the very large (general relativity, the geometry of space and time at cosmic scales), are mathematically incompatible. Both are confirmed to an extraordinary degree of precision in their own domains. Both fail catastrophically when you try to apply them to the place they ought to overlap, which is the first instant of the universe and the deep interior of black holes. Reconciling the two is the holy grail of physics. Heller has been working on it, using a branch of mathematics called noncommutative geometry, since before most of the readers of this piece were born.
He did most of his career under conditions that should make every American who complains about social media censorship feel ridiculous. He was born in 1936 in Tarnów, a Polish town that the Nazis occupied when he was three. His family was deported to Siberia during the Soviet period of the war. His father was harassed for years by the Communist authorities after the family was allowed to return to Poland. Heller studied physics at the Catholic University of Lublin, the only institution in Communist Poland where a Catholic priest was allowed to pursue advanced scientific degrees. The Polish state ensured the university could not award degrees specifically in physics. Hence, Heller had to pursue his doctorate in philosophy with a thesis on relativistic cosmology, a polite fiction that everyone agreed to to let his work continue. He could not get a passport to leave Poland for almost twenty years. He could not publish freely. He could not travel to international conferences. He was a priest doing world-class theoretical physics under a regime that was actively trying to forbid both his vocations.
What he did in those decades is what I want you to see. He gathered with other Polish scientists and theologians at the residence of the Archbishop of Krakow, Karol Wojtyla. They held informal seminars there throughout the 1960s and 1970s: physics, philosophy, theology, and the history of science. The state could not see what was happening inside an archbishop’s residence, so the apparatus of inquiry continued operating under cover. They called the group the Center for Interdisciplinary Studies. It was, in the most literal sense, a catacomb. A protected space, beneath the surface of an inhospitable regime, where the work the regime had forbidden continued. In 1978, Karol Wojtyla was elected Pope and took the name John Paul II. Heller’s catacomb suddenly had the Vatican’s protection. He won the Templeton Prize in 2008. He sits today on the Pontifical Academy of Sciences. He is a member of the Vatican Observatory.
Heller’s most-quoted line is this: “Science gives us knowledge, but religion gives us meaning. Science without religion is not meaningless, but lame. And religion without science slides into fundamentalism.” Lame, not meaningless. He chose the word carefully. A science without religion can still walk, but it walks with a limp, because it has cut itself off from the question of what its findings are for.
I bring up Lemaitre and Heller because the version of “quantum” that floats around in the shadow-media world usually goes somewhere I refuse to follow. You have heard it. Quantum entanglement proves consciousness creates reality. Quantum observation proves we live in a simulation. Quantum tunneling proves manifestation works. The wavefunction is the field of pure potential, and you can collapse it with intention. There is a film called What the Bleep Do We Know that did more damage to public understanding of physics than any other single artifact of the last twenty years, and its argument is essentially that quantum mechanics licenses any spiritual claim the speaker wants to make.
That is not what quantum mechanics says. That is not what Lemaitre said, not what Heller says, and not what any actual practicing physicist who also happens to be a Catholic priest has ever said. What they say, and what is genuinely there in the physics, is something narrower and more interesting. The universe at its base requires an apparatus to become specific. Before measurement, a quantum system is a probability distribution. After measurement, it is a fact. The apparatus you choose determines which facts you get. There is no view from nowhere. There is no measurement without an apparatus, and there is no apparatus that does not change what it measures.
That much is physics. The theology begins with the question of what kind of being could constitute a universe like that, and the Catholic answer is that the universe is held in being, moment by moment, by the continuous attention of its Creator. Saint Thomas Aquinas worked this out in the thirteenth century, six hundred years before quantum mechanics was a word. He called it creatio continua. Continuous creation. The doctrine that God did not just start the universe and walk away, the way a clockmaker winds a clock, but holds every particle in existence at every instant by an act of sustaining attention. Without that attention, the universe would not run down. It would simply stop being. The quantum measurement problem, in this reading, is what the universe looks like from the inside when it is being held in being by an attention that is not ours.
You do not have to believe that. The physics works either way. Heller would be the first to insist that you cannot prove God from the measurement problem, and you should not try. But the structural parallel is real. Reality at its base requires a witness. The Catholic tradition has been saying this for two thousand years. Quantum mechanics, in the twentieth century, was the place modern physics had to stop and admit it was saying it too.
Now hold all of that next to a single Greek word.
The word is martys. M-A-R-T-Y-S. It comes into English in two different ways. The first way gives us the word “witness,” as in someone who saw something and can tell you what they saw. The second way gives us the word “martyr,” as in someone who was killed for what they saw and refused to deny. In English, we treat these as two different things. A witness goes to court. A martyr goes to a grave. We have separate words because we live in a world where most witnessing does not get you killed.
The early Greek-speaking Christians did not have separate words. They had one word. Martys. They used the same word for both acts because they understood them as the same act under different conditions. To bear witness, in a world structured to suppress the truth you are bearing witness to, is to risk being killed for it. The risk is not extra. The risk is built into the act. A witness who would lie under sufficient pressure is not a witness. A witness who tells the truth when telling the truth is, by definition, a potential martyr. The Greek word fuses the two because the early Church understood that the witness function, in a fallen world, is always shadowed by the possibility of dying for what you saw.
The Catechism of the Catholic Church, the official compendium of Catholic teaching, lays this out with a directness that most modern readers find startling. I am going to quote four paragraphs in a row, because they are short and because I want you to see how plainly this is stated. Section 2471: “Before Pilate, Christ proclaims that he ‘has come into the world, to bear witness to the truth.’” Section 2472: “Witness is an act of justice that establishes the truth or makes it known.” Section 2473: “Martyrdom is the supreme witness given to the truth of the faith: it means bearing witness even unto death. The martyr bears witness to Christ who died and rose, to whom he is united by charity.” Section 2474: “The Church has painstakingly collected the records of those who persevered to the end in witnessing to their faith. These are the acts of the Martyrs. They form the archives of truth written in letters of blood.”
Read that last phrase again. Archives of truth written in letters of blood.
The Catholic Church has a two-thousand-year archive of names. Stephen was stoned in Jerusalem in the early 30s. Peter, crucified upside down in Rome under Nero. Paul was beheaded outside the city around the same time. Polycarp, burned alive in Smyrna in 155. Perpetua and Felicity were killed in the arena at Carthage in 203. The Forty Martyrs of Sebaste, frozen on a lake in Armenia in 320. The English martyrs under Elizabeth, the Japanese martyrs at Nagasaki, the Mexican Cristeros, the Spanish Civil War, the priests Hitler killed at Dachau, the priests the Communists killed across the entire bloc that Heller worked under, the catechists murdered in Latin America in the 1980s, the Coptic Christians whose throats were cut on a Libyan beach in 2015 while saying the name of Jesus. The Church kept the names—all of them. Writing them down was part of how the witness continued. The names are in the archive. The archive is the truth.
Now hold that practice, the two-thousand-year practice of keeping the archive of names, next to what is happening on your screen this week.
A woman named Rahile Dawut, a Uyghur anthropologist from Xinjiang who spent her career documenting the folk traditions of her people, was forcibly disappeared by the Chinese state in 2017 and has not been seen since. The United Nations raised her case again last year. The Chinese state news agency Xinhua cannot report on her case because the category does not exist in their information environment. She is not “missing” in any way the official Chinese press can acknowledge. She has simply been removed from the record. A man named Yu Wensheng, a human rights lawyer who defended people the state did not want defended, just completed a three-year prison sentence in April 2026 for a crime called “inciting subversion of state power.” A man named Peng Lifa, who hung two banners on a Beijing overpass in October 2022 protesting Xi Jinping, has been missing ever since. His whereabouts are unknown to his family and to the world. His name is also not in Xinhua.
The names are kept by an organization called Human Rights in China, founded in 1989 after Tiananmen, headquartered now in New York because it cannot operate inside China. It runs an account on X. Every week, the account posts the names of the disappeared. Yu Wensheng returned home. Mao Shanchun, sentenced to four years on April 7, his fifty-second birthday, spent in jail. Xu Zhiyong and Ding Jiaxi, three years into their 14- and 12-year sentences, respectively, marked the anniversary of their convictions on April 10. Huang Qi, who founded a website to expose corruption after the 2008 Wenchuan earthquake, spent his sixty-third birthday in prison this April. Peng Lifa, fifty-second birthday spent in unknown captivity, January 7. The list is endless. The list is updated weekly. The list is the archive.
The HRIC account on X is doing exactly what the Catechism describes. They are keeping the records of those who persevered in witnessing. They are an exiled apparatus, operating outside the walls of the regime that forbade the witness, and they are the only place certain names can be remembered at all. They are, in the most literal possible sense, a digital catacomb. The state forbade the witness, so the witness migrated outside the walls. This is not a metaphor. This is the same thing the early Church did under Rome, the same thing Heller did under Communism, the same thing the Polish underground press did under the Soviets, the same thing the Czech samizdat did under the same regime. When the apparatus on the surface forbids the witness, the witness goes underground, and the underground keeps the archive. The Church has known this pattern for two thousand years. We are watching it run again, in real time, in our own decade, and the most remarkable thing about it is how few people on the surface notice that it is the same pattern.
The American substrate is experiencing the opposite failure. It is not forbidding witness. It is mass-producing it. It is generating witnesses to McCasland’s UFO secrets, to Eskridge’s directed-energy weapon, to a Chinese-American hybrid conspiracy to murder rocket scientists, to a thousand other patterns that do not exist, because the substrate is calibrated to produce witnesses regardless of whether there is anything to bear witness to. In China, the witness function has been criminalized, and the disappeared are dissolved from the record. In America, the witness function has been algorithmically simulated, and the apparent record is full of testimony to events that did not happen. Both are failures of the same underlying capacity. The capacity by which a community establishes what is real together, and binds itself to that reality with enough seriousness that someone, somewhere, would be willing to die rather than recant it.
This is what the Pope is talking about when he talks about AI. And you should know what the Pope is saying, because I do not think most of you do.
The current Pope is named Leo XIV. He was elected in May 2025, the first American to hold the office, a Chicago-born Augustinian named Robert Prevost who spent most of his priesthood in Peru. The name he chose is the entire argument of his pontificate compressed into two syllables. The previous Pope Leo, Leo XIII, held the office from 1878 to 1903. He is the Pope who responded to the Industrial Revolution. In 1891, he wrote an encyclical titled Rerum Novarum, Latin for “of new things,” addressing the effects of factory work and mass urbanization on human beings. Leo XIII argued that workers had rights, that capital and labor were not naturally enemies but had to be reconciled by justice, that the state had obligations to the poor, and that unrestrained capitalism produced human suffering the Church could not ignore. Rerum Novarum is the founding document of modern Catholic social teaching. It is the reason the Catholic Church has, for over a century, said the things it says about labor and dignity and the limits of markets.
When Robert Prevost chose the name Leo XIV, he was telling everyone with ears to hear that he understood his pontificate as a response to a new industrial revolution. Not steam and steel this time. AI. He has said this directly, more than once, including in his first formal address to the College of Cardinals after his election. The Church, he said, “offers everyone the treasury of its social teaching in response to another industrial revolution and to developments in the field of artificial intelligence that pose new challenges for the defense of human dignity, justice, and labor.” That sentence is not casual. The man chose his throne name to signal that AI is to his pontificate what factory labor was to Leo XIII’s. He thinks this is the issue of his tenure. He thinks the Church has to meet it the way it met the last one.
In January 2026, Leo XIV released his Message for the World Day of Social Communications. This is an annual document the Pope writes for the Catholic press and, by extension, for anyone who works in media. The theme he chose is the line you should remember from the rest of this piece. He called the document “Preserving human voices and faces.” Three of his lines from that document are worth quoting in full.
First: “The challenge is not technological, but anthropological. Protecting faces and voices ultimately means protecting ourselves.” Anthropological means “having to do with what humans are.” The Pope says AI does not threaten our gadgets. It threatens the conditions of being a human person at all.
Second, he warned against “a naively uncritical reliance on artificial intelligence as an omniscient ‘friend,’ a dispenser of all information, an archive of all memory, an ‘oracle’ of all advice.” Read that line slowly. He is describing what most of you already do with ChatGPT, Claude, and Gemini—outsourcing your memory, your research, your moral reasoning, your taste, your friendships. He is naming the danger.
Third, and this is the one that should stop you: “This gives rise to serious concern regarding the oligopolistic control of algorithmic and artificial intelligence systems capable of subtly shaping behaviors and even rewriting human history, including the history of the Church, often without people being truly aware of it.”
Rewriting human history. Including the history of the Church. Often, without people being truly aware of it.
That is the Pope, in his official capacity, in January of this year, telling you that a small number of companies controlling the algorithmic substrate now have the power to rewrite the past. Not change the future. Rewrite the past. Reshape what humans believe happened, gradually, invisibly, until the new version is what everyone remembers and the old version cannot be retrieved. This is exactly what is happening to the missing-scientists story. It is what is happening to a hundred other stories. The substrate is producing a version of the past that is not the past, and presenting it to billions of people as if it were memory.
A year before Leo XIV’s message, the Vatican issued a document I want you to know about. It is called Antiqua et Nova, which is Latin for “ancient and new.” The title comes from a parable Jesus tells in Matthew 13, in which he describes a wise scribe who brings out of his treasure things “new and old.” The Vatican released the document on January 28, 2025, the day after International Holocaust Remembrance Day. The timing was deliberate. The document opens by saying that the atrocities committed throughout human history are reason enough to be deeply concerned about the potential abuses of AI. It is the official Catholic teaching document on artificial intelligence, the most authoritative thing the Church has yet said on the subject, 117 paragraphs covering education, work, healthcare, war, surveillance, and what the document calls “the crisis of truth.”
The crisis of truth. The Vatican’s exact phrase. They named the thing.
In summary, the document says what I have been telling you. AI is a tool. Tools can be used for good or for evil. This particular tool, deployed at this particular scale, threatens specific human capacities that the Catholic tradition has always protected. The capacity for a genuine relationship. The capacity for moral judgment. The capacity to bear witness to the truth. The document specifically warns about deepfakes, about AI hallucination, about workers being deskilled by algorithmic management, about surveillance, and about the manipulation of public opinion by a small number of companies controlling the substrate. It is the most clear-eyed institutional response to AI that any major religious or secular body has yet produced. It is freely available on the Vatican’s website. Almost none of you have read it.
So here is what the picture looks like from a distance.
The licensed apparatus has been failing for two decades, and you noticed. Good. You went looking for accounts the apparatus had not approved, and you found a parallel apparatus that was sometimes more honest and is now failing in its own direction, manufacturing witnesses to events that did not happen. Both failures stem from the same underlying problem: the substrate that delivers reality to all of us is calibrated for engagement rather than truth, and engagement and truth are not the same and have begun to come apart in your hands. Meanwhile, in China, the same technology in different political conditions is being used to erase people from the record entirely, and a small organization in New York is keeping the archive of names because no one inside China is allowed to. And the Pope, the actual living Pope, is telling you that what is happening to your epistemic life is the most important issue facing humanity right now. The institution he heads has spent two thousand years developing the only sustained tradition we have for thinking about what witness is, why it matters, and what it costs to preserve.
I called this piece “What is truth?” because that is what Pilate asked. He asked it of a prisoner who had just told him, on the record, that he had come into the world to bear witness to the truth. Pilate did not wait for the answer. He had a job to do. He washed his hands and signed the order. The official account that left his courtroom that afternoon was that a Galilean troublemaker had been duly tried and executed for sedition. That account had the full weight of Roman institutional authority behind it. It was the licensed truth of the most powerful empire in the ancient world. It was wrong. The witnesses the apparatus refused to credit, the women at the tomb whose testimony was inadmissible in Roman courts, the fishermen who had run away two days earlier and now would not stop talking, the disciples on a road to a town called Emmaus, kept telling a different story. The empire that had executed the prisoner spent the next three centuries trying to silence those witnesses. Some of them were beheaded. Some were crucified. Some were burned, or fed to animals in arenas, or buried alive. The names were kept. The archive was preserved. The witnesses kept witnessing.
In the meantime, the Christians who had not yet been martyred dug tunnels under Rome. Hundreds of miles of them. They buried their dead in the tunnels because Roman law forbade the burial practices their faith required, and they held their liturgies down there because the surface was too dangerous. They painted their iconography on the walls of those underground chambers because they could not put it on the walls of public buildings. The catacombs of Rome are still there. You can visit them. The empire that drove the Christians underground is gone. The tunnels remain.
I have been making a version of this argument in business publications for over a year, in pieces about why employees are walking out of jobs that won’t let them use the AI tools they prefer, why journalists are leaving institutional newsrooms for direct-subscriber relationships with their audiences, why the most talented people in every industry are quietly building parallel infrastructures because the surface has become inhospitable to the work they want to do. I have called it shadow culture. I have argued repeatedly that this is not a workplace problem, not a generational problem, and not a technology problem. It is the same pattern that has played out every time an institutional surface has compressed humans hard enough that they had to go underground to keep doing the things humans need to do. The Church under Rome. The Reformers against the Index. The samizdat under the Soviets. Heller in his archbishop’s residence. The Polish workers who built Solidarity. The Chinese dissidents who built HRIC.
What I have not been saying out loud, because business publications are not the right venue for it, is that the deepest version of this argument is theological, and that the institution that knows the most about the witness function has known the most about it for two thousand years, and that the man we are discussing in the present tense, the man for whom the Catechism’s section on witness was eventually written, is the prisoner Pilate executed.
He is the patron, in the Catholic understanding, of every witness who is asked to recant and refuses. Of every dissident the apparatus tried to dissolve. Of every disappeared scientist whose name a state forbade. Of every disappeared anthropologist in a Xinjiang detention center. Of every woman whose testimony was inadmissible in the courts that mattered. Of every shadow chronicler keeping an archive of truth in conditions hostile to its preservation. He is also the patron of those of you who are not Catholic, who may never become Catholic, and who are reading this piece because you can sense that something is wrong with your information environment. You are looking for someone willing to tell you the truth about what is wrong. He is the patron because he was the first one who refused to go quiet when the apparatus told him to, and the apparatus killed him for it, and the apparatus did not get the last word.
The tunnels are already longer than the apparatus thinks. The archive is already larger. The witnesses are already at work. The Pope is paying attention. The Vatican has named the crisis. The question is whether you are going to keep pretending that the surface is the only place reality happens, or whether you are going to find the people who have been keeping the archive all along.
The Greek word is martys. It means witness. It means martyr. It is the same word.
What is truth? The man Pilate asked is still answering. The witnesses are still bearing witness. The archives are still being kept.
Choose which one you want to be.


JAS, reading this alongside your kerplinko post yesterday, illegibility shows up as the move in both pieces, but the ethics hinge on who controls visibility. Companies don’t go dark, they misdirect, projecting agency onto the system in ways that diffuse responsibility. Individuals go dark to preserve authorship. Some communities do the opposite and insist on being seen to avoid erasure. Same fight in three directions: who decides when you’re visible, and on whose terms.
The autonomy shield is a grab for that boundary. The catacombs are a refusal. The through-line feels less about AI than about preserving the human moment of decision inside systems designed to absorb it.